What the hell, bro? I mean I don’t care or anything, but… what’s going on?
I mean you’re pretty short. And not super cute. And you kinda seem like you’ve lost interest. Or maybe you’re just busy because you actually have a life. And we’ve only know each other for a few weeks… So I shouldn’t care. Right?
Okay, I lied. I care. A little bit. And you’re pretty cute. And funny…. but I don’t care or anything. You liked me first! Not that I like you or anything. I’m just saying…
Here’s my real issue: I have this whole up and down confidence thing. Just like every girl. And I could say that I don’t need a man (which I totally don’t), but a man is a nice confidence boost. It feels good to know that someone thinks you’re hot. And I might not have been into him at first, but the fact that he expressed interest made me interested in him.
And now I’m stuck in a situation where I’m feeling less confident because he stopped expressing so much interest and that makes me wonder what I did wrong. Which is stupid because I wasn’t even into him at first but he pulled me in and now the asshole has the upper hand! The damn boy brought my emotions into it. I didn’t want to do this. But he has to go and be all cool and attractive and fun and have things in common with me… I mean, come on! Who does this guy think he is? Screw you, man. Screw you.
Boys are dumb.
And that’s what I learned today.